Is looking at teen porn bad if you are the same age?

Right, a few months ago i came across a teen porn website , i clicked on it and realised it was actual teen porn. I looked down the page and discovered that there wasnt only teens my age (15-16) but there were possibly teens as young as 11! Since then i have been completely freaked that i am some sort of weirdo and that i will grow up and abuse kids, I haven't even been afraid to look at children incase i get turned on or some sort of sick sh1t. It has now progressed that i am now even disgusted to look at girls my own age and have became anti-social. So, to sort of prove to myself, that im not a freak i revisited the site and browsed down it and the pictures of the young kids (11ish) made me sick. Anxiety built up again and thoughts pounded my head like "your sick " and " you like this" etc. Now im afraid that the police have tracked down my ip address and are now tracking down where i live and coming to arrest me ! Please can someone help me settle this with my conscience?